Sunday, January 17, 2010


We went to the vet. I was hoping for more time. He's getting worse.

I'm so conflicted - I want to just carry him around in my arms until he just passes away on his own. I would do anything for him. I know that's selfish. It's no way for him to live, not being able to walk.

Puck will let me know when the time is right. I just love him so, so, so much.



emilysuze said...

i can't imagine how hard this must be for you. enjoy your time with your sweet boy and find comfort in his slobbery kisses.

Morgan said...

Thinking of you!

Heather said...


I hope things happen naturally - that is what I'd want, too. I hoped and prayed my miscarriage would happen on its own.

But it didn't. So I had to go with Plan B, which I dreaded. But looking back and comparing my story with a friend's, I feel everything was for the best.

All this to is a horrible thing, no matter how it happens, but trust that however it happens will be for the best.